Dating and friendship... is it like Love and Marriage. Can the two really coincide together.
Ever think... darn I should have held out for that romantic dinner. Yes, I love him. Yes, we are good together. Yes, "He completes me." At one time he said we were just friends... albeit Best friends. Now, he says he loves to hold me, fantasies about me, and is attracted to me. But, he is also on Catholic Match, Plenty of Fish, E-Harmony, most likely Craig's List (but I never checked) all the while saying he, of course, is not looking for someone, at least no one in particular. He is man who likes to be spontaneous, keep his options open, make new friends. We have a friendship, we have a erotic connection, we have something, everything, and nothing all at the same time. He wants me only occasionally? I'm not sure if this is what building a relationship is about: allowing my lover to be free and hoping and praying he come back to me. sounds a bit sad, like caught in a dream or fantasy. If I wake up I just might lose the very thing I am seeking.
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